I can do so many things in this world but apparently the one thing i cannot do is take decent pictures. I took a bunch of pictures of my artwork so I can put them up here but they all turned out extremely shitty. I wasted two rolls of films and about $25 worth of shitty pictures. Yeah $25 is alot of money when you are broke to begin with. Anyway it sucks big time and now I'm having a hard time working on anything at the moment so that is making me very angry. I have so many ideas of what I want to do but then I find myself staring at my sketchbook while my brain is completely elsewhere. I know I'm a pretty decent artist but when this happens I feel like a fraud. Am I insane to feel this way? I know I just need to wait it out until Im not so completely freaked out about everything but I just cant help feeling like a complete failure. That really fucking sucks. Anyway since Im bitching about how shitty things are....does anyone have any idea how hard it is to find a decent job that doesnt involve flipping burgers these days? Yeah if you already have a job even if you hate it ... dont quit. Because apparently hating your job is better than not having a job at all, hell, at least you're still getting paid. Anyway enough bitching for now, if anyone decide to read this, thanks for listening...umm yeah reading, listening same thing.

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